For a very long time…years..after heather died This song really describes how i felt on a daily basis. The only thing i had to keep my sanity whilst I tried to figure out who i was, where i was, how i was going to move forward, and what the F*&^ is next was my extremely… Read more
What is happening to men these days? They have been buried/destroyed/maligned by the modern anti-male, militant feminist, SJW culture. It has led to sad situations,the rise of MGTOW, a subsequent rise is the number of men unwilling to marry or even be in any kind of long term relationship with a woman, sexual misbehavior by… Read more
A young college couple sat down in the dunkin i was in working on various remote projects. Listening to their interaction was depressing. The dude was acting like a whipped pulpy and the female he was with was taking great joy in denigrating him and not only insulting him but also using the fbomb towards… Read more
Can a Christian wife withhold sex as a way to change her husband’s bad behavior? August 1, 2015 / biblicalgenderroles Can sexual refusal be used by a wife to change her husband’s bad behavior? Does God allow sexual refusal as method for addressing wrong behavior on the part of a husband? Can bad behavior on… Read more
I have the house to myself for about half the day(until Alessa comes back home) and I finally have some time to relax with some good music. After the emotional storms I have been hit with during the past few months, I have been saying daily to the Lord thank you for my truck…and I… Read more
My late wife honestly. For the longest time I felt lost…now it is a more frightening time…moving on without her. I type this with tears flowing because an episode of 911 drove home this point for me. Substitute the name Heather for Abby here and it is mostly accurate as to my feelings. The thing… Read more
I recently bought a newsed(thanks to Chris K..I told him I was stealing this one)…Ford Escape./ I am VERY thankful to the Lord for giving me the means to purchase it and I have noticed something. In terms of tidiness…i take MUCH better care of the truck than i ever did for my other two… Read more
I have personally experienced what this text below talks about. I got this from a shared Facebook post. I have amended it into a form I like without changing the meaning of the post. The death of a spouse or partner is different than other losses, in the sense that it literally changes every single… Read more
The job hunt has turned into a great pit of nothingness. Usually when i hit this it means it is time to change direction…and so I have gone back into self-employment full time. I have a new plan and a good core of clients that stuck with me during my trip into the corporate world. … Read more
It’s been nearly 3 years since my wife died. I have been in what I would call a personal morass. I have seemingly been stuck in one spot…unable to move forward. I was then blessed with a good job opportunity…but the sacrifice required was immense. I had to sacrifice my nearly 15 years of self-employment. … Read more
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For a long time I tried to figure out how Heather went from pneumonia to sepsis to dead. After talking to quote a few medical folks(most of whom would not say officially) I have learned C.Diff is what finally got loose. right after she died I had several close friends of hers and mine tell… Read more
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God is good. I got my first paycheck from my new job and it alone is almost what i normally make in one month. I started the day with $1995 in my account and as i walk in the door this evening i have…$523 left. The vast majority of that is bills that have been… Read more
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When my eldest was between 2 and 10 there were nearly weekly instances of her saying or doing something that at first were not funny but then turned out to be hilarious. Tonight..at 9 years old…it was finally time for the youngest to do something that at first was nearly scary…but then once some investigation… Read more
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I have been doing a fair amount of commenting on Facebook. However this post needs more formatting control than what i can do on Facebook easily. I am not a total MGTOW type but I can see some of their points. There lies fault on both sides in the current male and anti-male conflict going… Read more
I have been asked what I was feeling right after Heather died. The days immediately after her death I do not remember much. I literally slept nearly 24 hours the morning I somehow drove myself home and then collapsed on my bed with no concern about anything else. The next month is a blur as… Read more
The Opiod Problem is Growing. What is Maryland’s response? Even MORE Enablement and a Statement of Faith and Personal Responsibility.
I made a post last year about how the push to put Narcan in the hands of all first responders was going to enable more overdoses. I am not saying this is the only reason but it is one of the biggest reasons. The economic circumstances for so many people has not changed…or in many… Read more
That’s the first thing that came to mind when I saw my phones notifications and the first one was from Jessica Shullenbarger and Arden Herzberger about Heather’s one year anniversary of her passing. As the tributes roll in, and there will be many of them all of which she deserved, all I can say is first keep… Read more
I just got done with a cry. Not one of loss but one of shame. I let an entire side of my family down and it jsut hit me how much that relaly bothers me. My Mother in law asked me recently if I had gone to Heather’s grave recently. i admitted I have not… Read more
This is not going to go over well with some close friends of mine but here goes. There has been a long standing push to get narcan in the hands of every possible first responder as a way to “combat” the scourge of opiate overdose that is running rampant. When this first started here in… Read more
For those who think appeasement of those who are against the biblical view of Christianity…look at the following. Do you think that living in fear of what others think is going to protect you? Absolutely not. Appeasement only leads to more aggression. Folks just look back through history for that one. Churches if this act… Read more
Americans have allowed themselves to be so pussified..yes that’s right..pussified that we will cower in fear. It turns out the shooter reloaded TWICE! Not from his belt but from a backpack?!?!? Come on folks if within that amount of time you cannot bring yourself to at least charge this asshat then frankly anyone who got… Read more
I usually do not post things of a personal nature here but since my beliefs are part of my businesses foundation I feel this is appropriate. Since my wife died over memorial day I have been having to adjust to such a huge loss and trying to keep not only myself together but also keeping… Read more
I was going to make a book sized blog post but for right now i simply do not wish to take the time to write one of my missives. I am not going to tag anyone because i do not want this to be construed as i am targeting any specific person. I have draft… Read more
Gay marriage is only the beginning. Words do have meaning and do have consequences Mr. President to wit: This morning, the Supreme Court recognized that the Constitution guarantees marriage equality. In doing so, they have reaffirmed that all Americans are entitled to the equal protection of the law; that all people should be treated equally,… Read more
Fact check: Texas has both the legal and moral right to secede from a corrupt union – NaturalNews.com
Will Texas grow the required set to actually do this? I truly hope so. The instant this gains traction i’m heading to Texas..:) From the Texas Constitution, article 1, section 1:”Texas is a free and independent State, subject only to the Constitution of the United States…”As TexasSecede.com points out: Note that it does not… Read more
My mom moved me out of the public school rat race and put me into a montessori school for a time. Until she couldn’t afford it any longer. I thrived in this loose type of learning environment. We were allowed to learn much like this mexican teacher teaches. Actually this man isn’t a teacher.he is… Read more
Are evangelical Christians rapidly becoming one of the most hated minorities in America? Once upon a time such a notion would have been unthinkable, but these days things are changing dramatically. All over the United States, evangelical Christians are being called “extremists” and evangelical Christian organizations are being labeled as “hate groups”. In fact, as… Read more
The flu vaccine isn’t safe at all. Just by the EPA standards for mercury the current crop of vaccines have more than what the EPA says is safe by quite a bit. hit the link for the full details. there is no mercury free vaccine. Also read the inserts..most vaccines say they haven’t been tested for safety… Read more
Home with dada – time lapse (Original) – YouTube.
Excerpts From Lupe fiasco’s Battle Scars: Hope the wound heals but it never does That’s cause you at war with loveYou at war with love, yeah I saw this last night as i was heading to bed..jimmy fallon had Lupe on and i loved this song. Sometimes as i think about my life the scars… Read more
Read the rest of the article linked below..it’s sobering. According to the CNN timeline for the Sandy Hook tragedy, “Police and other first responders arrived on scene about 20 minutes after the first calls.” Twenty minutes. Five minutes is forever when violence is underway, but 20 minutes — a third of an hour —… Read more
Unfortunately when we continue our examination that we find that there is evil in the world. There are those who disrespect other people’s rights. Some of them may want to kill you. Everyone who undertakes to murder believes their reason for doing so is justified. That they may be objectively insane doesn’t change their view of the world. … Read more
this excerpt is spot on…hit the link for the rest of the post…it is totally true…time for folks to put their actual thinking caps on instead of taking the spew on tv as gospel folks. Why does the media only cover guns in the face of such tragedy? Why don’t they discuss it when we can examine the… Read more
I’ve seen this statement more and more that mass shootings are not on the rise. I’m not sure i agree with that one..but the rest of the points in this article are spot on. A few things you won’t hear about from the saturation coverage of the Newtown, Conn., school massacre: Mass shootings are no more… Read more
Laws don’t stop massacres….read on. But they’re not what people are promoting, especially those who are always looking for a way to shove you in the hole — right after they remove your ability to resist. And let’s not kid ourselves — that’s exactly what happened in Connecticut. The teachers and staff in that school had… Read more
With what I’ve been seeing…i’d say no. Read the liked post as it contains several cartoons that i can easily cut an paste here. Are You Smarter Than A 5th Grader?.
I invite anyone opining on this massacre read this entire article at the link below. there are some facts in here you will never hear about in the “mass media’ at all. Read all of the facts here before pining… We’ll start with the guns. They are reported to have been legally owned by… Read more
I came home last night and gave my older daughter a big hug…i then proceeded to explain to her about one of the reason so many folks died that horrid day. Gun Free Zones = Turkey Shoot. I’m not going to be blithe and say armed staff could have eliminated all deaths..that’s simply idiocy. However, armed staff would have meant… Read more
The instant we both don’t have to work and can pull our kids out of public schools you can bet we are going to do just that. Anna Engelsone of Rockville said she didn’t think twice about starting to send her 10-year-old daughter, Liz, to school on a Ride On bus this school year. When… Read more
It starts at home…then goes to our churches. I have to say i’m guilty of the home bound version. I’m not nearly where God wants me to be. Secondly, our churches. If the church body won’t regulate the church according to first the Bible then secondly it’s own founding documents then the issues are going to continue. For all… Read more
Who Needs to Wait Until 2014 for Obamacare Loses: Obamacare Is About To Whack Personal Income in [Market-Ticker]
Several restaurants, hotels and retailers have started or are preparing to limit schedules of hourly workers to below 30 hours a week. That is the threshold at which large employers in 2014 would have to offer workers a minimum level of insurance or pay a penalty starting at $2,000 for each worker. The shift is… Read more
PJTV – Suspending Disbelief: Obama Administration Proposes Race-Based School Discipline System – Trifecta
The White House thinks that schools are providing too much discipline to black students, and it is proposing race-based quotas for school suspensions. Thats right, affirmative action for school discipline. Could Asian students be disciplined more to meet quota requirements? Thats what Trifecta thinks. Hear what race-based school discipline means for American education. via PJTV… Read more
I don’t know at this time…but I’m thinking this NPO has been shutdown for good. They’ve gone totally dark. This is never a good sign. Bussard problems puzzle employees, partners – The Frederick News-Post Online.
Listen to this episode from Karl Denninger. It very well explains what the government can now compel form the american nation. The United States Of Korea 07/02 by TickerGuy | Blog Talk Radio. Listen to internet radio with TickerGuy on Blog Talk Radio
I agree with vox on this one. Take a gander at his posting below: First, I would note that Paterno’s actions did not, in any way, make him “an accomplice to child rape”. An an accomplice is a person who is present at the scene of the crime, actively participates in its commission, and… Read more
Many people mistakenly believe one of the roles of government is to protect them from physical harm. However, this is not the case. One only has to look up the concept of “affirmative duty” to understand what the Supreme Court has defined as the role of any government entity in regard to protection of citizenry; both at Local/State… Read more
5 Scientific Reasons a Zombie Apocalypse Could Actually Happen | Cracked.com.
Now i’m not sure about ADHD but this below paragraph is very fitting for me: As an ADHD kid myself, and father to two more, this may also explain something I have found troubling my whole life. I don’t react well to praise. Tell me you like this article and I may just shrug it… Read more
I wonder how many of your own people you have to destroy before you’ll realize you are only advancing the agenda of Satan with your attacks on each other. I wonder how many more destroyed lives the churches will allow before the pastors grow a set and start enacting biblical discipline on their congregations. I… Read more
I’ve been trying to be “more civilized” the past few years…it’s gotten me more problems with folks who think they know more than me about many things they have no idea about. The lid’s off now…:) I’m going to express how i feel and if folks can’t handle it..too bad for them. My loving wife likes to tell folks i’m a redneck…that… Read more
Just how i feel about everything..not just the government..but about most groups of people as well….seeing as how many of them think they know how to run my life. Get out and leave me and my family alone. Even Brunswick is feeling too big these days…time to start praying for a change in homestead location. AARON LEWIS – “Country… Read more
Louisiana is embarking on the nations boldest experiment in privatizing public education, with the state preparing to shift tens of millions in tax dollars out of the public schools to pay private industry, businesses owners and church pastors to educate children.Starting this fall, thousands of poor and middle-class kids will get vouchers covering the full… Read more
See how the lie is set up? The premise put forward — that everyone needs medical attention at some point, and virtually everyone needs insurance to pay for it, is put forward as a “fait accompli” without first asking the following questions: Has it always been this way? Can you, for example, show us that health insurance… Read more
In terms of after we’ve raised our kids and what not? I don’t relaly want to give up my business..per se..but i DO wish to give up the rat race…this song by blackmoor’s night sums it up very well. While I don’t ascribe to the apparent pagansistic ways of blackmors night there’s no doubt you… Read more
Molotov Mitchell nails this one. Let’s look past the distortions of the media and media mongers and race baiters like sharpton and jackson. Watch the linked video for another perspective. WND: Trevon Martin: How well and accurately put. Let’s Stop the Race Vampires
Listen to the supremes vs the constitution episode below. It details what is on the public record about the travon issue..and it’s a much different picture than what the media is protraying. It’s time to look at the public record..folks don’t listen ot the media they aren’t interested in facts they just want to… Read more
This is going to work well. Because you want to have things exactly your way however it is and don’t get it you are going to cause the cancellation of various after school activities that specifically help students to expand their horizons and help them move forward in life. That’s interesting that in one hand the unions says we want appreciation… Read more
Which means it will be closer to 3-4 trillion once it’s all said and done. Anyone who bought the lie of Obamacare bringing lower costs…if you have insurance..have you seen your premiums lately? We have. CBO: Obamacare to cost $1.76 trillion over 10 yrs | Campaign 2012 | Washington Examiner.
How narcissistic have we become in this country? We’ll have the baby as long as it doesn’t have any “defect”? i work with a down’s individual. he is one of the most caring individuals you could meet. His Down’s causes him some problems…which while they infuriate me at times don’t make him any less special in God’s eyes and that’s what i constantly remind myself… Read more
Just read the paragraph below as to what this stuff is and where it comes from. “Pink slime” is bits of meat and muscle salvaged from slaughterhouse floors that are treated with a pink chemical to kill any dangerous pathogens. According to an earlier report by msnbc.com, the unappetizing pink goo is widely used… Read more
Read this carefully. this is the state the world is in..and where it is going. If you are easily disturbed i would not read this until you have prepared yourself. The article, published in the Journal of Medical Ethics, says newborn babies are not “actual persons” and do not have a “moral right to life”. The… Read more
Does anyone actually believe the drug companies are really out to fix illnesses? This vaccine has been shown to be deadly and now we want to vaccinate boys too? Despite lackluster acceptance among girls for a vaccine to prevent cancer-causing sexually transmitted viruses, the American Academy of Pediatrics is fully recommending that boys get… Read more
this is the very reason i advocate to my daughter that if the school tells you to do something that is dangerous to you or others..do not participate…and i’ll deal with the school over it. me and my wife are looking to get our eldest out of the public schools and we hope we can also not have to put our youngest into… Read more
This is an excerpt. Hit the link at the bottom for the full article. Very well written. Currently in the Maryland Senate there is debate over the same-sex marriage bill that was recently passed by the Maryland House of Delegates. It is likely to pass and then be signed into law by Maryland Governor Martin O’Malley (D).… Read more
Unfortunately they took their story to Sony…I have to say i’m not surprised at the twists and omissions and additions that were made…:( Based on the love story of two devout Christians, the movie version of “The Vow,” starring Rachel McAdams and Channing Tatum, strips the tale of its overt religious themes, which has some Christian reviewers… Read more
Komen just couldn’t resist the pressure by abortion groups. Fierce controversy over a policy that cut — then apparently restored — funding for Planned Parenthood by the Susan G. Komen for the Cure breast-cancer charity has left some longtime supporters of both groups feeling whipsawed by the fallout.Fans who’ve worn pink ribbons and jogged in Race for… Read more
This guy leads other Marines to a massacre and gets no jail time…while this soldier killed a known insurgent in self-defense and get sentenced to life?!?!? I’m former military and the military “justice” system is nothing like civil system. The fact that soldiers are being ramrodded for purely political reasons is disgusting in the extreme. After agreeing to a plea… Read more
msnbc video: Planned Parenthood vs. breast cancer charity. Oh this is interesting..:) Blame the right-wingers..:)
So a boy who did not threaten teachers and student and simply had a pellet gun was shot and killed by police. I know police defenders are going to say they were protecting themselves and others…did they to try something a little less lethal first? There’s going to be a huuuuuuge lawsuit over this were… Read more
Human Christmas Tree Protests Holiday Decoration Ban At Staten Island Ferry Terminal | Fox News. Human Christmas Tree at Staten Island Ferry Terminal: MyFoxNY.com
Folks you REALLY need to read the entire article linked to in my last post. HOwever for those who don’t follow links here’s the full story from the market Ticker which details the fallacies in the Govt’s story: WASHINGTON – States should ban all driver use of cellphones and other portable electronic devices, except… Read more
Of course it turns out that texting wasn’t the primary..or even the reason at all for the crash that is now being used by the feds to try to invade our lives even more. Sure texting while driving is dangerous..there’s no need for the Feds to stop into this. Read this story about who owns… Read more
My younger daughter has decided she doesn’t want to wear pullups to nite nite anymore…i quote, “me no peepee bed..me no wear pullup me wear undies and be big girl”…:)
The latest in my fatherly adventures. We got Alessa a kid friendly cell phone. We got back from Va Beach and the phone turned up missing. I nuked the phone and a search was undertaken. The phone has not been located…yet. Heather maintains it is inside the house. We’ll see. What’s kewl right now is… Read more
So in order to solve our nations debt crises…which the American people have allowed to happen….we are now to turn over total power to the boobs in congress who are doing nothing to stop the run away debts we have incurred? As a way to solve the national debt crisis, North Carolina Democratic Gov. Beverly Perdue recommends… Read more
I don’t need to add anything..:) A Retrosexual, no matter what the women insists, PAYS FOR THE DATE. A Retrosexual opens doors for a lady. Even for the ones that fit that term only because they are female. A Retrosexual DEALS with IT, be it a flat tire, break-in into your… Read more
The typical wisdom during a potential disaster is to fill your bathtub up with water. This is a good idea unless you avhe small kids where drowning is a major concern. MOst folks don’t know they already have a bathtub’s worth of water stored in their houses that’s secured from little hands….your water heater. How… Read more
I had a long day at work yesterday..not a bad one.. just long. It has been so dry my days with my mowing service employer have been just a few hours or non-existent. I got home and i was tired but not dehydrated or overheated…i felt good for a days work well done. I spent some great time at church… Read more
As a recovering(it is like any other drug..you never truly kick the addiction) porn addict myself…this particular post hits close to home. While nobody in my church has been “outed” I would hope they would not follow the example first shown in the linked post and follow the Galatians verse following later in the post. I know I would… Read more
REad this..but go to the linked page and follow the links as well. We don’t need another law passed on emotion only….that is what several noted alws int he article talk about…also the patriot and patriot 2 acts were the same thing..in response to 9/11 which has led to the formation of the TSA and… Read more
Great Answer form Gov Christie. It’s time to kill this tired, class baiting question and philosopy. Christie: Children’s school “none of your business” – Ben Smith – POLITICO.com.
Now i have to de-propagandize my daughters about the environazi agenda. Under the graduation requirement, public schools will be required to infuse core subjects with lessons on conservation, smart growth and other environmental topics. School systems will be able to shape their programs, but they must align with state standards. via Md. approves environmental education requirement… Read more
Are you teachers truly interested in student learning? The ones on the educator effectiveness don’t. All the teachers on the council voted against the new system. via Md. to evaluate teachers on student performance – The Frederick News-Post Online.
Accidental my behind. This young man purposefully stepped up and took on this enormous responsibility. This is what family is all about. Great job Adrian! You are an inspiration. Accidental dad takes care of nephew, niece – US news – Life – msnbc.com.